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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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Alright, I'm beginning to DETEST my layout and...well, everything. I desire change...NOW!
Therefore, my previously friends-only LJ ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) my_snailshell is now public and will now be used for all my journaling purposes. So, if you haven't already, please add my_snailshell to your friends list. Danke, and I suppose this is the end of j3ss0fsh3xy...it was fun while it lasted.
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Friday, January 28th, 2005
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There's only one thing that I know how to do well and I've often been told that you only can do what you know how to do well and that's be you. Be what you're like. Be like yourself...
Also,
tomorrow I shall be wearing my Amen For Gay Men t-shirt. I shall attempt to go to as many public places as I can just to piss people off. I am a very bored, lifeless little girl. XD
I'm rambling to stay awake. This is insane.
"Chewing gum is really gross, chewing gum I hate the most!"
Blah.
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 Loverly Robin and 'Vannah. Aren't they pretty? ^_^
 Robin boobie-stuffedness! Hooray!
 V. Flattering picture of Tony. Makeup and all...good gosh. ^_~
And finally...
 Me again...same chair, different pose. I look like such a douche-bag.
More whenever I feel like it (GOSH),
+Jess-izzle+
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Alright, I know not everyone will read this (or care) but OH MY GOD. All of you need to get lives. I'm NOT going to stop being Samantha's friend just because someone tells me to. Thats pretty fucked in itself. Samantha was probably just fucking around- it's what she does...GET OVER IT. She never outright threatened anyone (from what I read) all she did was insult some people. WHO CARES? Ignore her if you don't like it. It's that simple. She's fucking harmless, so quit being whiny pussies about what she said. I don't want to get everybody pissed off at me or anything...but then again, I don't care about that either. Samantha wanted to come back to America FOR HER FRIENDS and because of some bullshit she doesn't even have that anymore. This is waaaaaay too much drama for what happened. Samn can be mad about the hacking but it's HER PROBLEM. People her aren't involved shouldn't just abandon Samantha because someone told you too. What is the matter with all of you???
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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Chess club! LOL! (show a lil love, all you trekkies out there...)
Yep...Fat Ass is alive and well...look, she's giving me kisses! ^_~
I have other pics, but I need to upload them and stuff...it will be done eventually, I promise.
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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"Beautiful people deserve more freedom than ugly people..." (or something to that effect)
Strangers With Candy! Paul Dinello! SEXAY! In honor of the STRANGERS WITH CANDY MOVIE thats being released at Sundance, then, WHO KNOWS! GOD BLESS YOU PAUL! AND STEPHEN! AND AMY! Hooooray! +is overjoyed with fangirl obsessiveness+
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So like... I have a new lj, but I'm not sure if I'll be switching over yet or not. It's a lot nicer and more customized (go see!) but um, in case I do switch over please add me. my_snailshell it's friends only for securitys sake...but I'm still not sure what I'm going to do with it. Add me, and I'll add you back...or, you know, NOT being as its kinda private...more private than this anyway...I'm babbling, aren't I?
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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Friday, January 21st, 2005
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Dude! The play! It's amazing! It's soo much better than any of us could have imagined. Everything has gone remotely well, and I haven't had to kill anyone yet. Lots of scheming, laughing, evilness, discomfort, and well...DRAMA...but all well worth it for three reasons:
"You were my favorite!" -random little girl
+hug+ -other random little girl
"I think you did a wonderful job!!" -really random ADORABLE little girl
That is why I love the play. ^_^
Tonight is our last performance and it can't possibly top todays (full house, GREAT kids, lots of energy) but I'm sure it will be close. For once I'm full of high spirits about something, and no one or anything can bring me down!
...Oh wait, unless you're my MOTHER.
........................ (pause).
Right.
In other, non depressing news...Oh wait. Nevermind.
I guess I kind of like this guy...but I'm not sure...am I ever? I'm not holding my breath on this one because...I'll die from lack of oxygen... >_< But anyway, it's not that important. I think I'm just bored and tired and depressed so I'm creating feelings that don't actually exist...or some crap like that. The fact that I'm the only girl I know who's never had a boyfriend is a bit of a downer, thats all. And I've been being nice lately and everything! I don't hate everything...I just say I do... Blah. The last thing I want are lots of comments from people who are in relationships saying 'you're time will come' 'be patient' 'when i was your age...' bla bla bla. Spare me, mkay? Please.
So..anyway, I guess thats all. I haven't been near a computer in days so I felt like a quick update. If you read this, come see the play tonight! Only $5! XD
+Jesska,
Jewska,
Icka,
Skeeter,
Eska,
or whoever I might be today+
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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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Uhm. Stuff? I don't feel all here today, so I don't know what to write. Since I am bored, I suppose I shall do one of these...So, the following would appear to be a list of messages for my lil friends, i.e. All of you.
Samantha- Sorry about your troubles, the offer still stands...You, your mom AND Luke can come and live in my closet if you want to. I cleaned it- there's lots more room now.
Madison- You're not a cold-hearted bitch. Shut up. ^_^
Andy- We don't hate you because you're diabetic, we hate you because you're short...LOL! Just kidding! LOVES! (lots of it)
Chailee- I love you, I do...but please...you're a bit scary at times. Leave Dan alone, for God's sake you're creeping me out. Also, when we're having a good time...don't bring up the time Samantha and I 'ruined your life'...It tends to put a damper on things.
Gilbert- You rock, thats the end of it. With your snappy shirt of sex, and everything. Don't be down about the girlfriend thing, you'll find someone who isn't crazy someday, I promise.
Nessa- IF YOU EVER READ THIS! DANG! I love you, you rock, you are my twin. Luuurbe to infinity.
Dan- I am so sorry.
Robin- SHOES AND HEIF! We need to hang out, SERIOUSLY. Lots of...stuff...to be had by all! Call moi, I'm still afraid of my phone.
Morgan(yes, you)- My online UK buddy of sex! You are amazing with graphics, I am eternally greatful for the icon, and I lurbe you lotses. You are so much fun to talk to and you love TMBG as much as me. Rock on.
Megan- GOSH! You never call me anymore and you hate me. +sadness+ I'M ADDING YOU FOR CRAPS SAKE! LJ WAS DOWN! THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO! GOOOOSH! >_>
Uhm, I think thats all. My brain is dead, so if I forgot anyone I AM SO SORRY...comment, and I'll add you. ^_~
+Jesska+
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Saturday, January 15th, 2005
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Alright, kiddies. Severe boredom and sleeplessness are the reason for the following post. Lots (meaning like, 5) of pictures from the past. I must warn you, I was a huge dork at the time (I'm still a dork, but God, I was fucking pathetic) and some of these pictures arent too flattering. Featured guests in the pictures include: Little Samantha, Little Sarah, and Little Kelsey. Click at your own risk and ENJOY!
( Ding! Ding! Ding! )
The End
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"It looks like Flans has been at all Linnell's food..."
I think I laughed for about four million hours.
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Dude, leave it to livejournal to go down when there's something to write about (magnesuim plant goes KAPOW!...and i foresaw it bitches! I told you something bad was going to happen DIDN'T I?!?!!)...but that has passed. Time to move on...
Drama set day today. Fun-ish. Went in to all the boys bathrooms with Madison, ate rice krispies with Madison, uh, did props with Madison, goofed off...with Madison...lol. Twas lots o fun indeed. Until...Drew's bastard father started being...well, a bastard, and Madison left so he wouldn't see that he was making her cry. Stupid fuck. After that I helped Alison and Cody paint pictures. Alison drew a BEAUTIFUL rose, Cody drew an AMAZING beast and I...drew a retarded sun. Literally retarded. He has a bandaid, a black eye and a helmet. >_> When I messed up the sun, I finished it for the sake of finishing it but Ms. Taylor says we're using it in the play...HAHAHAHAHAHA!
So I guess all in all, it was pretty fun. I even got to listen to a little TMBG while we were working (Mop...mopmopmopmopmop...etc)so that was nice. Since I'm manic depressive and all that (stupid psychologist...wtf does she know?) I kinda went pffft in the last hour or so I was there and I almost strangled Chase. He's so effing stupid. Nothing he says is amusing and he is dirty. And...stupid. He would say something he thought was funny and then everyone else would get quiet and stare at each other until someone else would say something actually amusing. Gosh. I'm not emo or anything, but I swear to God other people just...SUCK.
(an hour passes by)
Oops. I kinda forgot I was doing this...been watching the Tsunami Aid and scanning pix for Samantha...I may post a few (hahaha i shall embarass the mantha!)...but, yeah that was it mostly. Bleh.
+Jesska+
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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I didn't know this existed...
http://www.homestarrunner.com/expfilm.html
Strong Sad and They Might Be Giants! Two of my favorite things! Whoot whoot!
In other TMBG news, I finally got an actual copy of Flood and Apollo 18, even though I've heard most of the songs on both from pirating (heh heh) and Dial-A-Song.
I think they're going to cancel our play. >_<
I feel sick. All the time. I've been shaking and nervous CONSTANTLY for about three weeks. Yay?
My mom said I could dye my hair red. Like, really red. Natural, bright, effing red. Hooray! Now, to save up for dye...
I'm re-learning the keyboard. It is so sad that I've forgotten almost everything I've learned over the two years I took lessons. Emotional humilation and scarring will do that to you.
Hum, I guess thats all. This is my feeble attempt at a proper entry, because I haven't done one in awhile. Beats doing my schoolwork...(Web Publishing, oops!).
More if by random whim it occurs to me,
Jesska
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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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Duuude...killer pic from Christmas....
 Me and Glen! Hooray! My mom made me put the hat on him so he'd look 'less itimidating' but really she's just afraid of him. Heh. Note my homemade They Might Be Giants shirt...that fell apart in the wash...Look, Samantha! I still have the poofy hair things you gave me for my birthday three years ago!! Whoop! Whoop!
Nobody go see White Noise. It sucked. A lot.
Uhm... I'm tired and my Tamagotchi evolved into a vagina. Jeebus.
I need to go watch more Strangers With Candy...Damn! Thats a long lace....
Also, Upright Citizens Brigade is AMAZING. Little Donny Aid! "Enormous penis...let the orphans get their own cable access show...Enormous penis...we could all live in a house with really great carpeting....Enormous penis..." Muaahahahaha! Matt Besser...I want him.
I gotta go...this rant is getting ugly.
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Friday, January 7th, 2005
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"I can certainly relate to the lyrics, "I got my mind on my money and my money on my mind". I'm a jew; you know how we are." Michael Ian Black
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I <3 Strangers With Candy.
"Crab Salad..."
"It's not a cold sore! I bumped my lip on a biscut!"
So...Chailee named one of her kittens Dan. The stupid one. It fell down a flight of stairs. So it has much in common with Dan (kidding!). Well, it sort of does. Chailee has stepped on it more than once and now whenever she comes near it it scampers away in terror. Gosh, life really is too much.
School is cancelled on Monday...wtf?! No electricity or something. So now my mind is boggling because I don't think we'll have set construction tomorrow if there's no power. I don't want to show up at an empty school and look stupid. I also don't want to NOT show up if we still have it and have Drew chew my face off for it when we eventually go back. +Jerri face+ Torn...
My grandparents are playing Scrabble in the other room...loudly. Whats that? Grandpa says Grandma is a cheating whore? Muahahaha.
I just can't get over how much I love John Linnell. Why don't guys like this exist in the real world? I just want a dork. A true blue, never had a girlfriend before, loser with an inhaler, DORK. Where is he? He must exist... >_< I was watching the Upright Citizens Brigade (a WONDERFUL show) and Matt Besser was playing the ideal boyfriend. A tall, skinny, floppy haired, chuck-wearing, inhaler-bearing, LOSER...and I totally wanted to jump into my telivision and make out with him. Is that so wrong? Why does life suck so much? +sigh+
Well...I got some stuff from the Library... Strangers With Candy (obsessed), Gigantic (again...John, John, JOHN!!!!), and...the Addams Family. Shut up. I want to grow up and be just like Wednesday.
Okay, kids...I've been thinking about this for awhile...I'm either going to cut my hair (think Enid from Ghost World) or dye it dark brown with purple streaks. Or something. If I cut it, I might dye it green or pink. Input? I need some help...what do you guys think would look good? HELP!
Um...I suppose thats it. I'm drinking coffee...sweet nectar of my existance...and playing with my Tamagotchi. Oh my dear lord.
+Jesska+
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creative.
annoyed.
cold.
crazy.
stressed.
crushed.
tired.
amused.